Friends, Love....LIFE <3

Ok well me and Chase talked it all over. He broke up with me because of what Jacob said. But then he asked me out again. He told me his life isn't complete without me in it. Awww, i know. But i found out he was snuggling with Taylor Musgrave. Grrr.... (A girl who is like obsessed with Chase). I am probably ganna be breaking up with Chase at the start of grade 11. Which is coming up in 1 and a 1/2 monthes (suckish). I just think i will have to. To many distractions in Chase's life. I'm giving him one more chance. Throughout this summer. I know i should just dump his ass now but i just can't. I...I...I Love Him. <3 Everyone wants us to break up. Especially Jacob. because he wants me to go out with him. and Chase gets paranoid about me hanging out or talking with other guys. Like my BESTEST guy friend in the world, Liam McMalaman, (funny last name, i know) Chase thinks that i secretly love him. I do love Liam, but as a best friend. Maybe i will love him more then that one day. But for now....no. Chase is a dick, everyone knows it. Even me. when he's not with me and i talk to him on the phone or on the computer he is terrible. But then when we are together. Beside eachother, everything changes. EVERTHING. I feel perfect. Like nothing could ruin the moment, nothing could break us apart.

About Kate. The whole best friends til the end thing is over. She told Chase to break up with me for her. She tried to kiss Chase, while i was there. We all went swimming together. and i wet to the bathroom. I came down to the beach to find Kate ontop of Chase while they are lying on a towel. He was pushing her away but she was trying so hard. i went over and pushed her off and then me and Chase left Kate at the beach. Chase drove me home. (well us home cause you know, he lives with me) haven't talked to her since....

Anyway, i miss coming here and posting blogs. I haven't been doing it for like, EVER....

xxoxoxoxoxoxo
- Jenny<3

Ok, well... i thought Chase was the one. Turns out i was wrong, well at least i think so. He's been hanging with all these other girls and ignoring me. I went over to Allie's house yesterday and these 2 guys named Jacob and Ryan came over. Jacob likes me and i kissed him on the cheek (only meant as a friendly kiss because he is like my best guy friend) but i found out Jacob likes me. On the bus there were no seats so Jacob sat on my lap and then today Jacob told Chase that i was like making out with him and sitting on his lap and all this other shit! Now Chase is pissed off at me and he told me that it is probably ganna be over. But i didn't do anything wrong (in my mind) i would never do anything to wreck mine and Chase's relationship. NEVER!! D: Now i am going to fricken cry my eyes out because i don't want Chase to break up with me. His like Best Friend called me and told me that it is probably over.....now i am going to, well idk. I'm just to upset to think about anything. If he broke up with me i have no idea what i would do. Maybe i'll get a new BF sometime. I never want anyone but Chase. And now all my wishes are turned upside down :(

Anyway i shouldn't bore you guys with my ranting about my social and love life for to long. And i can't fix anything about it right now because Chase is in Vancouver for a class trip. And i'm not ifxing it over the phone. I am fixing it on Monday, when he gets back. That's to long though :( I just, don't know, i think i am just ganna break up with Chase anyway. He gets to distracted by girls all the time and he has been like a dick lately. I just don't know.

Well me and Kate are awesome!! BFF's til the end of time. But Kate and Allie are in a fight right now and they are both trying to get me to pick sides. It's terrible. And i'm stuck in the middle of it because i am both of their best friends!! Gees, even when things are great for me they turn out to go wrong sometime. Life just sucks right now. And my mom is still pissed off at me right now. Like she barley talks to me. and when she does she always uses a mad tone. It's upsetting. :(

Well gatta go, lunch time :)

xoxoxoxoxoxo
- Jenny<3

Ok, well me and Kate are officially like BEST FRIENDS!!! We have soo much fun together. Like, who of ever guessed? Not me, you?

Make a wish <3

Ok, well it's official i LOVE Chase. Not that i didn't before but like i know it's for sure now. I just feel like when i'm with him my whole life is complete and that nothing could stop the perfectness. (If that's a word) I would do anything for him<3 Seriously.